BECOME A CHARACTER

Well, though I already am I character...there's a contest by a brilliant writer to ACTUALLY become a character! I am super excited to enter this "fifth awesomest contest ever"! Check out her blog post about it at http://urbanfantasyauthor.blogspot.com/2011/09/become-character-in-my-next-dulcie-book.html. Wish me luck!

Bliss: supreme happiness; utter joy or contentment

Seriously, who knew that life could change in such a dramatic HAPPY way so quickly?? It has been nearly 7 weeks since my last blog...I've had many, many thoughts, but they have been accumulated in a journal for my love, Daryl.

Back in late September, I had been just talking with a few people...nothing serious, and nothing really very interesting actually. Then, suddenly, here he is. My other half. He is such a part of me in a way I didn't know existed. How did this happen? What is it? How can I explain it or define the journey?

All I know is suddenly, BAM! I am completely in love and seeing life in a whole different way than I ever have before! The best way to describe what happened for both Daryl and I was that things shifted. Everything changed in a beautiful, surprising way. My paradigm and life will never be the same! I am beyond thankful that this kind of love has chosen us. I did not know it was possible to have such a confidence that this would be forever. No doubt. Nothing but openness and truth...trust and passion as well as true bliss!!!!

I get to see him today for the first time. I get to finally touch his face and hold his hand! I know it will be just as incredible as when it all happened...maybe a little overwhelming. Either way, I am ready! I will let you all know just how breathtaking the moment was. Priceless!!!!

Many a new face will please my eye

It's amazing starting over...rebuilding a social circle and doing all of it in a (reasonably) new city. I forgot how much work it is. I think I've been avoiding it...but now I'm starting. I am meeting new people and am excited to expand the current limited circle of acquaintances and friends in KC.

I am thankful for those who have remained a part of my life from Oregon and California. It brings joy to know that there are those who still think of you when you are far, far away. I'm still surprised by some of those who have kept the link alive. I know it is not easy...I experience it myself...anyway...this finds me in a somewhat melancholy mood (which rarely happens). I am missing the Elly's for the first time in many years tonight...and it makes me very sad. I miss the Sacramento Theatre Community...you are truly an unique network of actors/producers/musicians/crew, etc. I give you my love...lots of it.

Happy Life

Life is truly full of surprises. Not only do we find incredible gifts in places we never expected to look, but they turn out to be life-changing. I just wanted to share how happy I am with how life has changed. There are challenges, including still looking for work, but the gift of every day is so much more valuable.

I am adjusting pretty well to Kansas City. I have made some new friends who are showing me some fun things around here like the Power and Light District, and Centerline Beach Volleyball. I started rehearsals this week as well. So, things are suddenly in full swing and I doubt I could feel more confident in my decision to move here.

Life is good.

Oh the Weather Outside

It really is interesting what can happen in the span of a few days, let alone 9 years! At times it feels like I was 22 only a day ago, yet other times it truly feels a lifetime away.

Why 9 years? Well...today I had the privilege of re-connecting with an old friend, James. We had a fantastic talk (to be expected) about how short life is and how time passes so quickly. Seize the moments and when you are offered a chance, you take it! No looking back. If there was something unfinished, you finish it instead of wondering or blaming or feeling guilty.

I love passionate people...especially when they are passionate about the gifts we receive on a daily basis and the opportunities to truly live! So...today this was refreshed in me. And I hope it's contagious.

Live, LOVE, and Learn...

Find your voice...don't turn back.

Perspective

It is interesting how life can change in surprising ways in the span of mere months. Right now I am sitting at my brother's dining table in Belton, Missouri thinking about my future and how to start over. My three little guys are downstairs in my "apartment" along with boxes labeled "kitchen", "office" and "games", to name a few. So...here I am...31 years old, starting a single life again after thinking I never would be single again. However, I am excited for this adventure. I have nothing to do but embrace it, for the other option, well, simply would not be me.

So, I search for a new job in an unfamiliar region with the unwavering support of my brother and his family (and the dogs, of course). If you are an employer and searching for someone full of life with great administrative skills, I am looking for you.

On another note, it has been two years since my heart surgery. I am FINALLY building back up my endurance and it is refreshing to feel strong again. So, wish me luck, as I know you will and if you pray say a little prayer for me, pretty please with sugar on top.

Exciting news!

Well, I just discovered today that my little team was one of the top 100 fundraising teams for the Portland Heart Walk sponsored by the American Heart Association! http://www.portlandheartwalk.kintera.org/faf/teams/groupTeamStats.asp?ievent=285558&lis=1&kntae285558=39B0E248210E4ACF8E2CB98DD2B4737D Isn't that great!? Sadly, we did not meet the Team goal, but my personal goal was met. However, participating in events and fundraisers for AHA is continual and I plan on giving on a regular basis. If you are interested in more information on the American Heart Association and how you can make a difference, visit their website at www.americanheart.org/

On another note, I am hosting a Pageant Seminar, given by Libby Crawford on Saturday, June 27, 2009 in Oregon City. Libby is also the Mrs. Oregon director and a highly successful coach for pageantry. She will be sharing insight into how to walk, interview, and choose a wardrobe among other interesting subjects. The current Miss Oregon, Danijela Krstic, will also be speaking and available for questions. It is an incredible and intimate opportunity! The cost is only $ 25! Do not miss it! If you are interested, please email me with your information ASAP! Space is limited! Do NOT miss this opportunity. Also, if you bring 2 canned food items, you will be entered into a drawing for a prize basket. For specifics, please contact me!